So I haven't really done this in a while

So much has happened between November and now, I dont even know where to begin. Lifes full of changes, and ive always been one to say that I absolutely hated lifes changes. Between losing pets and people in my life, exiting relationships, losing jobs, being out of school, lots of negative changes for me. I dont want to jinx it by saying this, but overall things are changing in a small better direction. For one, I got a job. My ultimate goal has been complete, that was in November. I bike ride to work everyday, tho somedays my legs wanna give out on me and quit, I plug on and burn about 200 calories everyday :) the natural beauty and wildlife i pass by on the way to work is pretty amazing. I saw a blue Heron on the way to work one day (and again on the way home). Mever saw it again after that, but that type of bird is something ive always wanted to see, kind of symoblic to the beauty of having this job I guess.
The job can be a pain, I cried my entire first week on the way home being that I missed my babies so much, and felt very...unwanted in the work placee for the first few weeks. Now I feel a tiny bit more wanted, but kind of found a purpose for being there, so I spend time with my pets every chance i get, ive got an orange cat laying on my left wrist rubbing his feet on me as I type this blog from my laptop :). I started dating again a bit, im not going to go into detail, hes a polite and private person, but i will say its a wonderful experience, and he has everything my ex actual boyfriend doesn't have. Including the ability to kiss. This time around was very different, im dealing with a person who is mostly very honest with me, and we have different intentions and have gone a completely different direction. I like it a lot I have a new best friend in life, and hes honest to me.
Speaking of friends, most of them at times are total flakes, but ive been getting out with some of them more. The mostly good ones yk? :) I just got back actually I di some bowling with my friend Amber, and last weekend when i got my new laptop, I went out with Alisa and Kayla, and they were here the week before, and i went to Kaylas house. Went to the mall with Noemi this week, been eating lunch with Tony at work everyday, and Megan Kate too yesterday (the 3 of us had a blast!!). I have seen a ton of friends lately, I hope i can maintain that habit :)
Ive grown up a lot more, not just this job or social time, but learning about people, learning when to go forward and accept someone for being an asshole, and/or when not tog et walked on. I think im going to have to say ive done pretty well for myself, i still am the same old Holly. I am loud, in charge, independent, headstrong, and will throw down and kick ass for any friend or family member out there, I give some very good advice, and knowing i made someones day good or better for real, honestly makes my 1000 times better.